Friday, July 18, 2008 @ 21:25

blah.
jbh spoiled my day again.
how can i just loose control over my emotions and start crying in th middle of th class?!
but i totally feel wronged.i didnt do anything wrong and she just came and scolded me >:(
i'm telling you.when i've had enough i'm just going to fight back.
physically or verbally.
i'll do anything to make you regret wht you hav done.
i will not let you just get by with ur stupid attitude.
i just can't take it lying down.

i think i totally shocked vince when i cry! HAHAS
he got damn kan jiong xD

i think tht she is totally picking on me.damn it.
she scolded me when i looked down at my table when she walked into th class.
i don't want to look at her cannot meh?
she told me she wanted me to keep my eyes on her.
its a total eyesore to just see her from a distance.
damnher.

but if i choose to complain.
what are th chances of she actually changing?
hmmm.
i guess i'll just hav to be patient and wait till monday.
if she still shows tht fucking attitude of hers, we'll see th odds.

if i do complain to mr tan...
1. He might side us and take action?
2. He might think we are just blowing up th whole matter.
3. He might just ignore the whole thing
4. He might scold us for complaining about our teacher.
5. He might confront jbh on his own and she'll noe its me that complained which equals to me digging my own grave.
she might just make my life more miserable.

but netball training made me forget th whole thing:D
it makes me feel better like running aft th ball and trying to intercept it.hahas

welcome
Hurt-Christina Aguilera

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I want to call you
But I know you won't be there

Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, by hurting you.