going back to basics To where it all began
Monday, May 26, 2008 @ 20:56

'why' seems to be the only word left lingering in my mind.

I'm not outgoing.
I'm not outspoken.
I don't get along with people easily.
I feel shy when meeting new people.
It is a normal thing. That's what I always thought.
Force is not something I like either.

Basketball has never been my forte.
And I guess it will never be.
Badminton?Table-Tennis?Netball?
Fine.these are just fine.
But definitely not basketball.
Why?
Probably because of some stuff in primary school.
It has never been a good experience for me.
Maybe because I was too quiet.
And I never dared to speak up.
So even though I was there in person.
Nobody knew.
Quite a sad thing I thought.
But who actually cared?
That's something to think about.
Disappointment? I guess so.
Since when have I never disappoint anybody?

welcome
Hurt-Christina Aguilera

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I want to call you
But I know you won't be there

Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, by hurting you.