Saturday, May 31, 2008 @ 22:08
Bye Bye-Mariah Carey
This is for my people's Who just lost somebody Your best friend, your baby Your man, or your lady Put your hand way up high We will never say bye(No, no, no) Momma's, daddy's Sister's, brother's Friends, and cousins This is for my people's Who lost Their grandmothers Lift your head to The the sky Cause we will never Say bye
As a child There were them times I didn't get it But you kept me in line I didn't know Why you didn't show up Sometimes On Sunday mornings And I missed you But I'm glad we talked through All grown folk things Seperation brings You never let me know it You never let it show it Caused you loved me And obviously There's so much more to say If you were With me today Face to face
I never knew I can hurt like this And everyday Life rolls on I wish I can talk to you For a while Miss you but Not to cry As time goes bye
And It's true You reached A better place Still I'd giveThe world To see your face and right here Next to you Now the hardest thing To do is say Bye, bye-bye Bye-bye Bye-bye, bye-bye, bye-bye Bye-bye, bye-bye, bye-bye Bye-bye, bye-bye, bye-bye
And you never Got a chance to see How good I've done And you never Got to see me Back at number one I wish that you was here To celebrate together I wish that we can spend The holidays together I remember when you use To tuck me in at night Or the teddy bear u give me That I held so tight I thought you were so strong You make it through whatever It's so hard to except The fact you gone forever
I never knew I can hurt like this And everyday Life rolls on I wish I can talk to you For a while Miss you but Not to cry As time goes by
And It's true You reached A better place Still I'd giveThe world To see your face and right here Next to you Now the hardest thing To do is say Bye, bye-bye Bye-bye Bye-bye, bye-bye, bye-bye Bye-bye, bye-bye, bye-bye Bye-bye, bye-bye, bye-bye
This is for my people's Who just lost somebody Your best friend, your baby Your man, or your lady Put your hand way up high We will never say bye(No, no, no) Momma's, daddy's Sister's, brother's Friends, and cousins This is for my people's Who lost Their grandmothers Lift your head to The the sky Cause we will never Say bye
I never knew I can hurt like this (I never knew it) And everyday (Everyday I wish that I) Life goes on like this (I wish, I wish) I wish I can talk to you For a while (I wish) Miss you but Not to cry (I wish) As time goes by (As time goes bye)
And It's true that you've Reached a better place Still I'd give the world To see your face And me right here Next to you And the hardest thing To do is say Bye-bye It's hard to say Bye, bye, bye, bye, bye So come on Somebody sing it with me Wave your hands up high
Cause this is For my peoples that Just lost somebody This is for everybody Just lift your head To the sky Cause we will never Say bye-bye ---
great song(: love it to bits.
Friday, May 30, 2008 @ 17:02
woke up super early today for netball D:
started warm up with 6rounds. and conditioning than went down on court for pair ball with seraphina 40 passes.damn tired under th sun. it was freaking hot today. did physical with hueyfen. went into teamball and played a small game. felt damn lost playing GA:/ played crocodile aft th match. damn.i need to improve on my passes.its just strong enough to make it pass th river D:
eat th super cheap food opppsite sch aft training.hahah.
and there is officially no more nomad for jackie and me till th final rehearsal:D
Thursday, May 29, 2008 @ 21:13
nomad rehearsal today:/ other classes got to use th dream studio with air conditioning while jackie and i got to sit outside th dream studio with th hot sun. get the difference?rahh was really bored and tired. and i can tell ms serena was quite bored too. she seems to be laughing fakely at our supposedly funny parts:/
training tomorrow D:
Wednesday, May 28, 2008 @ 22:56
Sometimes i think my sister draws weird things.
Here's and example
she makes me look like a frog .__.
rohit- yeah.classic arrangement! DESIREE ACCEPTED ME ON FACEBOOK! WOOHOO! xD justin- whatever mann jiejing- haahs.so how was it like meeting him?fun fun fun? yeah.but actually if tan sees th post it only spells more trouble:/ bernice- hellos(: rochelle- yeah.thanks for th advice[: jiamin- i noe.but still..:/ justin- even if i'm still emo there is still bernice! hahah.she won't become emo i'm sure!
Monday, May 26, 2008 @ 20:56
'why' seems to be the only word left lingering in my mind.
I'm not outgoing. I'm not outspoken. I don't get along with people easily. I feel shy when meeting new people. It is a normal thing. That's what I always thought. Force is not something I like either.
Basketball has never been my forte. And I guess it will never be. Badminton?Table-Tennis?Netball? Fine.these are just fine. But definitely not basketball. Why? Probably because of some stuff in primary school. It has never been a good experience for me. Maybe because I was too quiet. And I never dared to speak up. So even though I was there in person. Nobody knew. Quite a sad thing I thought. But who actually cared? That's something to think about. Disappointment? I guess so. Since when have I never disappoint anybody?
Sunday, May 25, 2008 @ 22:59
just finished tuition hw.and i don't feel like sleeping so early even though i hav tuition at 9tmr-.- nomad tomorrow as wellD: waste of time again.hope its ms serena coaching us tmr and not james the gay.
i want to play air hockey!!
jiamin-exactly! earplugs and earphones.notice th difference? rohit-o.O improved in behaviour?!wow! justin-you skip PTC?pro lor. dione-hey girl!i miss you too(: justin-wahseh.one of the rare times you leave such a looong tag.talking maggi mee-.- rohit-err.i think justing and samantha worst together.hahas.at least youhui can improve stuides but for them.*no comments* jiamin-YES! THIS TUESDAY!I CAN'T WAIT!;D
Saturday, May 24, 2008 @ 11:52
i hate PTC.stupid useless waste of time.like seriously. sitting in the same classroom and staring at jbh talking to your father. it just makes things worst when SHE is ther person talking instead of mr tan. why did he have to leave early?
AND WAS IT MY FUCKING FAULT THAT I DIDNT KNOW THAT BITCH PON SCH JUST TO GO TO ORCHARD ROAD WITH HER BOYFRIEND?! JUST BECAUSE I'M TH VICE CHAIR DOESNT MEAN I HAVE TO PRY INTO OTHER PEOPLES BUSNESS AND FIND OUT EVERYTHING FOR YOU! DOES IT MEAN I HAVE TO KNOW EVERYTHING AND TELL THEM TO YOU? SO WHAT IF YOU ARE THE CO-FORM TEACHER? YOU MIGHT THINK IT IS OKAY.BUT I THINK NOT!
she just totally spoiled the mood.and i'm already trying to improve on my maths okay? the worst thing is she is considering puting me next to youhui during chinese next term. FUCK when she asked me for my opinion i told her i want to continue sitting with jiamin as youhui has like no life. people bring earphone to sch and he brings earplugs. you get what i mean? i think he is going to make things alot worst for me.
and i'm really unhappy with my level postion.i need 16 more positions up): to make it to 100.
Thursday, May 22, 2008 @ 21:16
i hate th pimples on my face. yeah.it really sucks.
had art auction today.not really nice lah.coz we don't noe how to budget th money D: so just raise th paddle anyhow. add money.add money. but if we could really sell th art pieces i'll be damn damn rich! $35000+$41000+$29000=$105000! i'll be sososososososososososososososososososososo rich! can buy everything i want! a netball, shoulder bag, shades, nike bottle!;DD
went back to class and mrtan told us level positions.very sleepy and tired. and had to clean th whole classroom for PTC tmr. sian.still need to go back to sch.
had netball training aft sch. first time training with seniors. wasnt too bad but was tiring. and realise that training and stupid nomad is on th same day.so it will be damn hetic. shit.
TAG PLEASE!
Wednesday, May 21, 2008 @ 18:27
so tired out today): probably because of the freaking stomach cramps which always happen at the most unappropriated moment. i was like sleeping during VE and jbh woke me up.got such a shock lah! wake up and than see her staring straight at your face.hahahs
and we got back our class position and stuff today.drop 4 positions to 24.rahh.actually.i don't really mind.hahh
there is training tmr:/ hope its not too tough.we ended our last training with cheryl with physical :O
& qianyan kissing her:D
haha
ohya.i want to blog abt this stupid bastard who thinks he rules the world.
and he is james.the fucking proud ass drama idiot who thinks he is so good and he is the best with his 'can see his nipples' shirt. maybe he shld wear a bra next time.asshole!
tag replies//
bernice; hellos alice; hahas.everybody so bo liao in th comlab xD joanne; boo!x) alyssa; hihihihi!! alice; helllloooo! parental guidance starting soon in abt 5mins!it rocks to th max;DDD
Monday, May 19, 2008 @ 12:31
98.7 radio marathon all the way!! :D
today is specially for slacking since i don't really do anything during vesak day. and maybe i'll go jogging later.but i hav to tear myself away frm the radio first. argh.
Sunday, May 18, 2008 @ 09:56
my holidays are sucky.
and i'm refering to the stupid drama schedule.has anybody actually seen it?the amount of horrible reharsals we have to attend and do th bloodyhell same performance over and over again for 3 hours so it'll be like 3hrs of damn drama at least 4 days a week.which equals to 12hrs of wasted time in th classroom a week not all of us are interested in drama you know?
and there goes my hols.
Saturday, May 17, 2008 @ 15:55
yeah.so in total i hav 3 A2, 1 B3, 1 B4, 2 C5. excluding english coz i dont know th marks yet. hope tchers hav nothing to complain abt during PTC.
nsl ltr on! stingrays vs marlins
Thursday, May 15, 2008 @ 21:28
was tagged by xingjun to do this quiz.yeah.so here it goes.
Name 20 people you can think of right now. Don't read the questions until you've named the 20 people. At the end of this, choose 5 people to do this(random order). 1. Jiamin 2. Alyssa 3. Jackie 4. Rochelle 5. Odelia 6. Alice 7. Amelia 8. Bernice 9. Caroline 10. Sherylyn 11. Jaselyn 12. Qian Yi 13. Xing Jun 14. Qian Yan 15. Celine 16. Monessha 17. Richard Teo 18. Yi Ling 19. Wen Ting 20. Jasmine Han
How did you meet [14-QianYan]? Through amk netball
What would you do if you never met [1-jiamin]? we wouldn't be friends?
What if [9-Caroline] and [20-Jasmine] dated? uh.i'm not too sure:/
Will [6-alice] and [17-richard ] date? NO.they don't even know each other
Describe [3-Jackie] Hyper.Likes to pull alyssa's hair.
When is the last time you spoke to [13-xingjun]? uhh.yesterday?
What is [2-alyssa]'s favourite band/singer? Secondhand serenade?i'm not too sure
Would you ever date [4-rochelle]? she'll diao you.
Would you ever date [1-jiamin]? nahh.
Is [19-wenting] single? not too sure..
What is [10-sherylyn]'s last name? mark.
Would you ever be in a relationship with [11-jaselyn]? No.and i also don't want xD
School of [3-jackie]? Amkss
Where does [6-alice] live? Bishan
What is your favourite thing of [5-odelia]? her handphone
Have you ever seen [2-alyssa] naked? No!
5 peeople to do this quiz I'm quite lazy to name.so if you want to do it just take it[:
we got back our dnt paper today.and th marks was 80/100.like whoa! but aft checking th marks i realised i only got 70.wtf?!th tcher calculated wrongly.and such a big difference somemore. it totally got me so happy at first]: went for pe.its been like so long since i touched a netball.and my shooting is totally off. jbh returned us our paper1.and i did super badly.managed to pass by a few marks. and we got bac our science paper too.70/100.was totally dragged down by section C.just passed as well. lit was...my lowest mark so far.56/100.but i dont really expect much from lit.i always suck at it anyway.
went to zhenghua for match.the red and black sch uniform:/ won with a score of? apparently i have no idea wht th score is cause it wasnt me taking it. anyway we managed to win yeah.hope they annouce th score.so at least i'll noe it too. played in th last quarter.and did damn badly.only shot in once D:
I am stuck on this escalator. Irritated. On the escalator. Check it out now. First floor stuck on the old one Second floor stuck on the ear piece Third floor stuck on the cell phone Fourth floor, give up, I don't know cause; I'm so stuck on this esca-escalator I'm so stuck on this esca-escalator I'm so stuck on this esca-escalator
th crappy elevator spoof is STILL stuck in my head.like whoa.
@ 18:28
argh. received chinese, geog and el paper today.
chinese wasnt that good.40/70): completely screwwed my compre. mrs ang brought board games for us during maths!haahhas.super nice. but we didnt play.ended up chating with lishan & jieqi xD talked abt lots of stuff. geog was screwed too.got 70/100.expected something better.. went to dream studio for el.got back el paper too.and we played CHARADES among ourself. damn fun can! hahhs. had to make big bird,hannah montana, doctor, dinosaur etc. HAHAH lame but fun.
had this assembly talk abt traffic safety.damn scary lah.th car just crashed straight into th guy and he got rolled over? and th cartoon was ...
went to library aft sch with jiamin.and read for at least 2hrs. lost track of time apparently:/
having match tmr.and we don't evne noe who we playing against:/
Tuesday, May 13, 2008 @ 15:55
i guess i'll kinda have to blog or else th blog will like rot.
english paper1 wasnt that bad.paper2 was okay too.marks shld be fine(i guess)
Maths paper2 is a killer.left ALOT of questions blank!so lots of marks lost already:(and i didnt hav enough time either.paper1 was better.but my answers are very different from others leh!
Chinese for paper2 th words tht came out frm th tb was okay.but th 课外 was sucky.didnt know how to do at all. paper1 didnt know wht to write at all also.
Science i found it rather easy.and i did it really quickly.but who cares.its whether th answer is correct or notD: section C sucked.
Geography screwed the whole thing
History screwed it as well.the exact same way as geog.
Literature i don't really remember much.but i screwed th poems part.
Design and Technology was quite okay.considering i actually studied for it.
i think thats all. hopefully marks wont be that bad.
does anybody listen to podcast?
Monday, May 12, 2008 @ 10:45
wtf.i just kna bird shit.like fuck lah. damn suay.walk under th tree and th bird just poop-.-
very very very x100000000000000 lazy to blog.
Friday, May 09, 2008 @ 23:17
one more paper to go and a bigBYE TO EXAMS! WHEES unless(touchwood!) i fail any paper and i'm grounded from going out or touching the computer.and i can say good bye to my life instead.
i totally screwed my geog,hist,lit,chinese,maths paper2 and english. what else could go wrong?but i think that todays science paper was pretty good!i had so much time i could check through section a,b & c.one whole time!like wow!
suddenly stoning in front of the computer till th early morning seems like a great idea.
Tag replies. Justin-you damn random sia! Wangkee-okay. Rohit-yeah! agree with you! Odelia-Yo!yeah mann.turn out th whole thing was fake.sucks to th pits mann. Rayner-yeah.yeah. Bernice-hellos! Alice-Hello too!
welcome
Hurt-Christina Aguilera
Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I want to call you
But I know you won't be there
Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, by hurting you.