Thursday, February 14, 2008 @ 21:47

i feel completely worthless.
th family quarrel is becoming worst and worst.
my dad & my mum hav started talking.
but it seems only when they need to.
even when they talk they have tht cold feeling.
th last time i saw them talk was in th morning.
'are you coming home for dinner?'
my mum just asked so tht she knew if she had to cook extra portion of dinner.
when i asked her how long she'll be angry with my dad(which was a dumb question) she said it might be forever.
fk.must my family turn out like this?
if this is th kind of family i hav than i'll rather leave outside on my own.
i don't need this kind of shit anyway!

welcome
Hurt-Christina Aguilera

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I want to call you
But I know you won't be there

Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, by hurting you.